There is no beginning to the story.

Its the end of the year....

and I realized a lot of things have ended this year, such as:

going to school
talking to you
my hatred of children

my social life
living somewhere else
having the best hair stylist in the world
having more than one friend
side bangs

personal hygiene


some new things happened this year too:

i started a fake career in fashion
i reached an all time low in my life... puking on myself while driving on the freeway at 8 am

living in my car
having better style than most
sleeping with more people this year than all previous years combined

regretting nothing i did.... even you

Some standouts of the year:













beat it




b

I've walked these streets, a virtual stage, it seemed to me.

I have recently realized there is really truly only one thing I need in life

and its you.



My days would be different without you, everything would be different without you.

Words can not express my gratitude for you.






I wish stealing someone else’s internet was easier.
From my desk it always works just fine but, from my bed just 5 feet away it only works sometimes...what the fuck is that. Either let me use it or don't



Ok now that winter is officially here and I can no longer feel any of my phalanges it is time for a lesson



a lesson in FASHION!


Somethings are ok and some things are not.....


Lets begin with ok.







and now it is time for not

Your hair. It's everywhere. Screaming infidelities. And taking its wear.

HAIR


PLUS

BATTERY ACID


EQUALS

sexy time?

nope.

it equals
a




smelly cat

boys don't like hairy, smelly cats!

so if your vag is any of this things listed above, HANDLE YOUR SHIT.

BOY


GIRL

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy

My Man is in jail.
I don't know what he did to get in there, but i know he is coming up with a plan to get out.

I can't go long with out seeing him. He is my everything.

i will wait for you.



pet peeve of the day,
people with money they do not deserve...if you are going to spend all your money on clothes at least have some fucking style!

You fucking suck at getting dressed in the morning and you are lame.

waste of money and its soo not fair


looks of the day


see its not that hard....


fucking cunt,

you heard it right....

its time for a round of fuck marry kill....

fuck


fuck harder



fuck even harder



than kill them all


xoxoxoxoxox

ohh well.

its back. and sick. too much food.





the goal for the rest of my life....to fuck this man in the ass.









HARD

Closing time - turn the lights up over every boy and every girl

ooohh,

Slow burn,

Hi. Bye!

Hello!! Hello! I'm leaving and wanted to say Goodbye!

Hello?? Is anyone there?!

Oh I guess not.
Well I still have to leave. Sorry I missed you.


Will you be home when I get back? ummm Hello!

I know you can hear me....hmmm

Well....see you soon? maybe....

'Cause baby this is only bringing me down

99 bottles of beer on the wall
99 bottles of beer
Take one down
Pass it around
99 bottles of beer.....




is this what my life has come to?

Im going on a serious getaway that all should be jealous of, but once I get back....Homeless??


This should be interesting.
I might be out of Africa for a while so I won't be much fun and won't have contact with the outside world.

Why are you scaring that poor little bird, it is sick and you are not helping the cause.

It is time to make some serious decision, I am not ready and I probably won't do it.
I do not know if you know this about me, but I am all talk.
Seriously. though...spineless.



Look of the days to come....

And for you I keep my legs apart. And forget about my tainted heart

I think I need a break from Drinking. Maybe I will start at 6 today instead of 2? That sounds a bit more manageable.

My head hurts.


It must be hard being perfect...
Everyone wants to fuck you, I know would.



Looks of the season:








Alright babies show me what you got.
Please impress yourself and say Fuck You to The Man

Time is being "Im fucking wasted" on ugly clothes. SO get off the couch at your post high school party where everyone graduated 4 years ago, but still hang out with each other and have not met a single new person.

Stretch your legs and tell your true friends to fuck off.


Its almost tuesday....hope for change....no hate.....love B.

Imaging a place where homes are built on frames, And where they plant new bulbs along our graves

Happy Halloween bitches.


i hope someone attempts to hang you or poison your candy.

so todays topic is: Sleepovers.


we shall see if you are full of shit

Breakfast at Tiffanys?





Nope
Even better Breakfast in the ghetto





look of the day:

getting arrested.

outfit of the day:



i guess well see who shows up to the sleepover?

goodbye.


oh and p.s. leave the gays alone yes on prop 8. they wont spread their gayness to your children don't worry it's not contagious.

No brakes this time

Ok, so maybe I lied. But you don't deserve the whole truth, yet. Not after that shit fest. I am glad you started to figure things out. It took you long enough.


Like sand through the hour glass....



Market week??
Fuck that shit.
Yes No Yes No Yes No Yes No Yes No.


I quit my real job, going back to slave work.






I was just wondering if we could get this show on the road. I have waited patiently and now I am ready for my shot.




tick tock tick tock tick tock.

And what if we're married forever? Like the past never happened

this is all i think & dream about.


this reverse eating disorder where i eat everything in sight is currently taking over my life.

tonights theme: the past.

it seems the past has once again, somehow, weaseled it's way back here. This time though, it's not okay. I just don't get it.
the second you are lonely, you start digging up graves.



not this time bitch.

you are the worst friend ever.

next.

fall is soon approaching which means goodbye to all of these things:








and say hello to:








thanksgiving. are you ready for me?

can't wait

thank you fashion week in paris. the mother fuckers here will never understand








goodnight.

for you who is lonely tonight, I'm pretty sure disneyland is open.