Don't tell me that you didn't try and check out my bum. Cause I know that you did. Cause your friend told me that you liked it.

Everything I wanted to say to you....and more

I have so much to say to you and its going to be hard with my back turned on you.

So, its officially over? It feels weirder than it sounds.
I am glad it happened this way. I deserve way more than you currently have.

It is funny how things work out this way. I thought this was over last year, well I knew it wasn't over last year. I did a really good job of convincing myself it was and I was fine with that.

I think you have a timer that every time I am ok without you it goes off and then you have to call or text to make sure I never get a break from thinking about you.

I don't think this is what you wanted, but its what we both get.




I just took a 2 hour break....and now I am drunk.

Thank You bottomless Mimosas.
Now maybe I can be honest.

You fucked up and missed the best chance you will ever have.
I know most might not believe it, but I am the best thing you will ever have a chance at having and you fucked up so hard its beyond funny.
Most people should feel sorry for you.
You say you knew what you wanted, but you could not go after it?
Even when you knew it was a sure thing?! what the fuck is wrong with you?
It was so easy!


All I want to do is scream, but my frustrations need so much more than that.
Like a boxing ring or a shooting range.
It did not have to be like this and you being the person you are had to fuck shit up....as usual.

Fucking Coward?


As much as it hurts.

Goodbye......







and a special thanks to the only person's whose dance moves who could make things a little easier.

This is for you.




B